Heading Down South

Tiny little town that i live

Old mills and rusting machines

Come January i head south

To watch some fireworks

Hidden sparks light up the inner me

Amidst the Holy fire, i meet her again

Spirited and harmonious Dancers

Holding hands We dance to the chants 

Few stories to be told

Eager listeners waiting

But this night, no stories been told

As the storyteller from up North

Is busy spinning something new 

A story to be told a nother day

All in mymind

I cant think it right, A total disconnect
 In the world i live in, put my heart in
 Still can't see the light, near and still so far
 Maybe its a total shutdown
 Or its all just in mymind

I get my acts right, no holding back
Its what people want
So all they think, but it isnt right
Maybe it should all shutdown

A faded image, i should try putting back
all thoughts in mymind, i Need to set it right
I can still hear my heart, maybe i shuld listen
Or shut them all, and have no plan at all

I can hear people talk, i got notin to say
All thoughts in mymind, i dont get to say
Its a temple of thoughts where the bells
Have gone all quiet.

Maybe i should shut it down
Or its all just in mymind

Shut the world outside, just live inside
Maybe it should all shutdown
Or its all just in mymind

No Rainbow in the Sky

I look up the skies

But rain drops in my eyes

And i cant see it right

You said.. you said

There was a

Rainbow in the sky

And i cant see it right

I wouldnt say a word

That I dont see

what you try to.. show me here

And you've always known

tht I believe in you

And all that you say

And every word you ever said

Thought i had mastered

The maze..and many more

Then you came along

Threw me a puzzle

I couldnt even solve

And yeah.. the rain did stop

Saw a crystal clear sky

And there was no

Rainbow in the sky

I stood here drenched

Puzzle in hand

And u were..u were

Nowhere to be seen

There is no...rainbow

No Rainbow in the sky

Just rain drops in my eyes

And i still cant see it

Right

Thatz how life Rolls

Missed the best years in my life

looking for something

that wasnt there in the

first placee

but who would be bothered 

to listen to this story, a

quite dull story i should say

From living in the streets to

paying rent that used to be your

whole years pay

Struggling to buy your own food

to throwing party to strangers

in your own place

Thats how life rolls

and there are no regrets

the trick is to survive

and see everything that

life has got to offer

Money is a good thing

but aint everything

so show some sense

my dear friend

Its a thing one learns

living life hard on the streets

From living in the streets to

paying rent that used to be your

whole years pay

Trying to find a place to sleep

to spending sleepless nights

on a kings bed

But thats how life rolls

and there are no regrets

what you dont have

Is time my dear friend

But Thats how life rolls

and there are no regrets

All you need to know

I wish you would see

that i see..e

everything in you

More than you think..

I would ever know

but i wont. i wont 

let you know 

tht i know, everything

about you

And all u need to know

is this love i have for you

and that is all

that is all

you need to know

Bitterness i seem to have

bcomes heavier by the day

it now feels like a desert

unknown thirst creeped into me

oh..how,how i so need you

U cant spin a coin

and make your mind

coz..i'm worth more than that

more than you ever thought

And the more you cast this dice

the more it seems to hurt me

makes me feel..the more i need you

I wish you would see

that i see..e

everything in you

More than you think..

I would ever know

but i wont. i wont 

let you know 

tht i know, everything

about you

And all u need to know

is this love i have for you

and that is all, you need to know

but i wont. i wont 

let you know 

tht i know, everything

about you

tht i know, everything about you

I'm Searchin, In your eyes

When i look through your eyes

I'm searchin for a clue

I'm searchin for some hope

Hoping to Find Myself

In your Heart

I try to read your mind

But Cant really make out

Baby, Let me know Once

If i stand a chance

coz I'm searchin, for a clue

coz I'm searchin, for some hope

beautiful eyes of yours

I wish to tell you

all that i feel about you

But Words wouldnt be just right

What have i got myself into

this is'nt what i had in mind

When i look through your eyes

I'm searchin for a clue

I'm searchin for some hope

Hoping to Find Myself

In your Heart

coz I'm searchin, searchin

I'm searchin, searchin

pretty eyes of yours

How lovely you are

Comes to me..like a breeze

a whisper..is all i can hear

I have to touch you..gently

dont wanna hurt ur skin

its not gonna be ..easy

for me ..to tell you

how lovely you are

not goin to be easy at all

Such a shame..

And itz taken so long

Now where has she gone

some distant land

I cant find

Such a shame..coz

I havent told u yet

how lovely you are

will take you back

to the days..we were

But now..I count days

till you come back

not goin to be easy at all

Such a shame..

And itz been so long

itz not gonna be ..easy at all

for me ..to tell you

how lovely you are

to tell you

how lovely you are

Best day ever

Everyday anyday i would say

it Was the best day ever

In All my life

In All my (life)

Had this fever oneday one winter night

it was the longest is all i can remember

something in my mind held deep inside

And i cant really talk about

Everyday anyday i would say

It was the best day ever

cherished little memories

In All my life

Coz i'm lost in this love

fell deeper than ever

Dont really know (when it all began)

Dont really know (when it all began)

i juz hope u understand

this little change in me

Something in my memory

Only you would know

shared little memories

I can see you smile..see you smile

Everyday anyday i would say

it Was the best day ever

In All my life

In All my life

In All my (life)

Waiting for you

Beautiful girl, Beautiful girl

ive just been waiting for you

The wind blows and its cold

On frozen ground and grass

i stand waiting here until

you come around

You stood there..waiting

just some distance away

I wish it was for me

I wish it was for me

as time flies by me

Beautiful girl, Beautiful girl

ive just been waiting for you

i ask myself where i stand

I hold ur hands in dream

wish had more than that

tell me where i went wrong

itz your voice tht i hear

And when you speak

Once again i cannot hear

as i stood some distance away

U stood like a distant light

Pulling me thru

your the only one

your the only one

that i would see

Beautiful girl, Beautiful girl

ive just...

been..

waiting for you

Oh..Becky

I lay here waiting, drink in my hand

Music still playing, still playing

becky came along, oh shez smiling

shez smiling, Looking for a dance

Carnage from within, as she comes closer

Much closer, than i ever wanted

Bodies in motion, swaying in rhythm

her fingers through my hair.oh

oh..becky..becky.ohhoho

I look into her eyes, stars are with me

oh shez staring..wont take her eyes off me

this bones are shivering, shivering

know how the nights gonna endending

oh..becky..becky.ohhoho

Carnage from within, as she gets closer

Much closer, than i ever wanted

Bodies in motion, swaying in rhythm

my fingers through her hair.oh

oh..becky..becky.ohhoho

oh..becky..becky.ohhoho

Well this is the night, but not forever

but it got people talkin , oh they are talkin

Itz only me goin around circles

Ive travelled the distance hoping things would be changed

I still find myself in the place i so feared

i try real hard but im stuck in this maze

girl wht should i do coz i cant drag u into this

Coz you should know that my world is not spinning

tht my world is not spinning, itz only me goin around circles

Nothing i would say is goin to make you return

I would just make up words that make no sense

One day you would come back and see that

things would not have changed

all along its been only the truth

Coz you should know that my world is not spinning

my world is not spinning, itz only me goin around circles

I cant see you through the rain and dust

And you walking away when i walk towards you

catching me in the corner of your eye

And i know how much your missing

girl i cant explain but i want you with me

Coz you should know that my world is not spinning

my world is not spinning, itz only me goin around circles

As Autumn Leaves Fall

Autumn leaves are dry

Anywhere i wanna go

Now do not wish to know

Any place is better

than i already know

Sum up all fun i had

witherin ol body of mine

Vanish in the winds or

fall like the autumn leaves fall

fall like the autumn leaves fall

Maybe snow wuld come

funeral to still life

All rot on the ground

As Autumn dies

Hope Only Someone

remembers the days

unless the leaves

leaves a mark

Winds would return

Autumn leaves are dry

Someone just hopes

favour be returned

As autumn leaves fall

Nother godamn Failure

This air seems heavy

Burns my flesh as i breathe

all the folks around me

Dont realise or is it just me

I wish i culd move on

But wht whould people say

"Nother godamn Failure"

Of a system I dont seek

I drag along but i dont see

wht u say is worth seeing

But i dont see

Am i at fault to do

thats not alike

Who is to blame

is it u or me

I am not what you think i am

I cant be what you want me to be

perceptions of people i Cant change

Minds of people i know not to read

So stop pushing around

coz u'll never ever stop me

veils of deception

I watch in vain

As it turns out again

I'm caught within

the veils of deception

Oh..How can this be

Coz i thought i saw

the truth for once

in the gleam of her eyes

Well..how can it be

how can this eye

so deep in love

read the deceit of lies

in the eyes of the loved ones

I'm Hopelessly left to rot

But the Heart declines the fact

thatz so evident to see

So wretched this love

it drains all Happiness

And Leaves miseries to live with

I watch in vain

I just watch in Vain..

Angels of Heaven

Angels of heaven stoop down on earth

healing as they fly over pastures

I begged to stop, and i asked

Wounds of war if it be healed

deep scars lay beneath my soul

will i ever be same again

Angels of heaven stoop down on earth

healing as they fly over pastures

I beg to bring back the dead

Bring back the dead

Oh, angels of heaven

Will i ever be same again

Journey called Time

I've been riding all my life

In a journey called time

[Repeat]

I've been riding all my life

In a journey called time

Sometimes, on my path

People, greet me with love

And Sometimes, on my path

People treat me with scorn

But I've always kept on riding

In a Journey called time

I wonder how far i should ride

Coz the horizon never seems to end

I guess, i've left my people behind

I'm riding, with no one beside

I've been riding all my life

In a journey called time

I wonder how far i should ride

Coz the horizon never seems to end